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Sunday, January 10, 2016

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Ray left yesterday. First we went to the Winter Market (with Molli, but T stayed home). We walked a ways to get to the Community Center. There were lots of great apples, carrots, and greens. Treated myself to a pain au chocolat, one of my few vices. They had Nicaraguan coffee for Ray. We walked back, put things away. Ray showered and finished packing. He is leaving most things here. He flew on Spirit Airlines, only $50, nonstop to ATL, and it was fine. He would have had to pay for any luggage, even a carryon, but his backpack was okay. If he wanted something to eat or drink, he would buy it. If he wanted a certain seat, he would pay extra. He said it was crowded, but definitely worth the savings.

I went with him to the airport, a fairly long trip on the Red Line to the Silver Line. They were doing some work (often true on weekends) and we had to take a bus from one part of the Red Line to the other part, which made it even longer than usual. When we got there, it was about time for Ray to go through security, so I waved and turned around to make the trip back. It wasn’t that I really had anything else to do, so I just went with it.

At home, I tidied a little and eventually wandered over to Molli’s, where she was trying to get work done. I don’t have internet at my apartment, so I took advantage of hers, bringing my laptop with me. She made a beef stew, although it was a little late by the time it was ready. I have the table in my apartment, so we had to improvise a little, using a desk chair that could rise almost to the level of the kitchen counter, where the two of them usually eat on stools. The new bookcases and dresser look nice in the apartment, although there are still some things to put away, and she doesn’t really have time for that.

I watched a little TV and came home. Although I miss Ray, there is a certain pleasure in having the place to myself. I puttered a little and went to bed with a good book…unfortunately, although I was asleep by 10:30, I woke again before 2 and finished my book without going back to sleep, maybe dozing a little toward morning after I finished it. Anxiety about going back to work tomorrow? Missing my husband? Who knows? Sometimes I don’t sleep and that’s okay. It was a good book, the Last Runaway by Tracy Chevalier, and I had a good cry at one point.

Today, I feel like crap, but that will pass. I had intended to go to church this morning, my one social activity outside of Molli’s life, but she called to tell me Tamara was competing in a swim meet. She has practice every Sunday morning, but this time there was some sort of community meet and she was asked to compete. It was her first time ever, although she has been practicing for a month or so. She did not win any events, but seemed pretty happy afterward.

They came back to my house and ate pancakes. I had mixed them up earlier, but we stopped and got blueberries at the convenience store. $8 for 10 oz frozen berries! They did taste good.

Now they are gone, and this will be the rhythm of my days…some time alone, some time with the girls, trying to do what I can to make Molli’s life a little easier and provide them with decent meals and save some money. I can listen to music that I like, play solitaire, watch DVD’s, and cook. Not bad

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